oh, i'm supposed to be
working now, but my manger keep asking me to rest! lol.
had a really good chat with xinling on sunday plus cookie days! thanks for clearing
10% of my junk food. still have the
90%. wahhaha. really, my manager just gave me more!!
its been a long time since i've chat with someone like that, please come again soon! =D
oh well, the new year is coming and i kinda opened up my ehz box of gifts and letters!
i realised a accumulated a lot of them over the past few years...
Stuff are in arranged in chronological order!
oh yes, my beloved
chinese tuition teacher. we still do keep in touch! i always admire her strength and wisdom. she never fails to impart some of them to me! Thank you for being there when i needed someone the most. Showering me with knowledge of life. For not giving up on me, for giving me confidence and encouragement. you are truely one remarkable teacher who helped change my life.
i think they are from
Zi xin, yan ling,Yi qin, michelle, xinyi, chun fen, elaine too.
this is from
Qian hui, even though we dont meet we always send each other cards! weird ehz. lol.
ah this is from
TAMMI LOW FANG HUI. i know you're so gonna miss me when i'm in AUST. you
confessed! wahha. i'm gonna miss you too! cant chat with you about our future life, job, dreams, bf, husband! haha. i'm gonna meet you soon and chat before i leave girl. you know i was pondering one night and i remembered the times when we played
catching in pri school. when they were having higher chinese and the em2 ppl will play that! OMG! i totally miss that times. right right? with jess and erms i forgot who. LOL.
growing up and zooming into sec school life was i lousy period because all of my friends were at the west and i'm the only one the AI! i admit i was a loner plus unfriendly, fierce person when i was at the school! mostly in my own world. sitting near the door and gazing at the sky thinking of how life would be if i was with all my friends! oh yeahz, i used to pen down some thoughts on the correction tape. talk about space. lol.
ah,
jamie in my class, we became good friends cause same cca, she likes to talk and i like to listen! LOL. oh well. yeahz and then theres bball!! It was my joy in life, so to say my only joy at that time. the only avenue where i can have fun. the girls in bball were great,
jt, ray, hei, adel, just, brenda, plus seniors and juniors! finally we made it to the top 4. the days of grueling training is totally being missed by me. of course not forgeting
Coach Huang, his training made me lose lots of weight and
Coach Zhu cause he voluntered to coach us for free. if not we wouldnt be able to have such an achievement!
and then bball was disbanded in 2003(but formed again in 2004) and i had to choose a cca. since bball was at loggerheads with netball, i decided to join track! ah of course i hated running at that time so i chose a field event!
shieh fang was my "senior" then. she was loud and straightforward (opps) but now shes still loud and straightforward!! haha, but she's wiser now! LOL. her throws damn good, always train with her and
sophia! but more with fang fang. =D oh well then after training use to go to shufens house to eat and play! and watch lord of the rings (omg, actually i slept through it) ah, the presents on top from
aliff! he was the only male thrower. haha, a very good artist but always lack in confidence! hmm, dude enjoying life now ehz.
you still owe me a treat! heh.
oh, then i meet liting. there were good and bad times. anyway, yet again i was in another class and feeling kinda isolated. haha. i remember she came to talk to me on the bench when i going for track. plus she asked me to acc her to her house to get her class tee for the visit to the old folks home. haha. oh well, such a long time ago. there were ups and downs on this friendship the most i would say. but i thank you for breaking the ice and having the courage to do so. your sense of righteouness amazes me and your persistence plus perseverance. you're a smart and quick witted person. i know you're not someone who gives up easily without putting up a fight. jia you with that spirit and i hope you wont lose hope. even though as time passes we may not be that close, but still you can always find me if anything happens! thanks for being there to share my joy and unhappiness, for your encouraging words and gestures. i really appreciate it. =D you better meet me up more often now that i'm going away!
chen boon chen boon! the little innocent girl who loves to help ppl. How did we become friends, haha, i know, cause you keep calling me shuai and uncle kelly. oh well, thanks for being such a good friend. you just have to have more confidence in yourself! goodie luck!
wendy dear, ahha, got intro by cb thats why i know you right. come to know that we share a lot in common. thanks for bring me into church though i didnt continue. haha. well, you're always a busy woman! see ya again. and better eat properly, if not you always sick!
huiting mei, lol, your cards are always filled with words! seems like too little space too many thigns to write! LOL. its been a year since i last saw you. gotta meet up with you soon! come to my house during CNY again? haha. think you're enjoying uni life!
There goes my sec school life. and here comes jc life at innova!
MY class 0623A had been a wonderful class. i had many memorable moments there!
JC1 was a splendid time to get to know friends through all the camps. Plus iproject, the experience was totally amazing. though didnt really do much, at least get to experience life overseas without parents. jc is a time full of lofty dreams, fun filled activities and a period of growing up where you get to know yourself more and test your limits. i admit jc1 was joy without worries, it was sort of the highest point of my life!
then jc 2, responsibility starts to kick in, time management, leadership, control of emotions and feelings, juggling peoples expectations and my own, handling human relationship. of course friends were important in helping me tide through the stuff!
i've came to realise that actually my aunt played a significant role too! always making sure i had food to eat, reminding me stuff, taking care of my daily necessities. how can i say i'm not being pampered and protected? people say they think i very independent and stuff, i dont look like the youngest. which is not really true. i guess what my teacher say is right. when there is someone we can depend on, we will rely on them, because thats human. but when there's no one else to depend on, only then can you really be independent. Which for my case is not. Maybe i just take initiative for some stuff but i would gladly rely on someone if i can, as i have for so many years.
Of course there were so many competitions,
x-country,
track and field and
captain ball! How can i ever forget that. Our 0623A fighting spirit! But it was a disappointment that we didnt manage to win in the 4x100m and 4x400m event.
Then wonderful class mates cum friends in my class.
Tze- always runs in the morning with me. haha. motivating each other. i still miss the track there. and playing bball in the morning!
and theres the elevens
(lisda, khairyn, tze, flora, weiming, cindy, swu, joyce, eil, rui, me) though we hardly see each other now! but its been fun having to know you girls and guys.
Paper balls de on my birthday by
my loves. you all really made a lot of balls! they occupy 1/5 of my box! ><
cindy, hmmm, known you since first 3 months through bball and we stupidly agreed to stay in that cca after that. how interesting and we got into the same class! we had great times and bad times together just like any other friends. at least we survived the 2 turmulous years! well, you've been a great friend and motivator whenever i say i wanna give up bball in ijc. thanks for being patient,guiding me through stuff, playing bball with me and eating all the junk food together! shall play ball soon!!
again presents made by my loves. made by
rui who loves D&T. have potential. very artistic.
joyce you still haven give me your face. LOL
a box full of love and hardwork!
GAN SWU JUAN, she love to write and draw lots of stuff. and ask lots of funny questions. most notably always ask me not to run! haha. i love to call her lousy laopo and call her by her surname
GAN!
lousy dear
eils! sama sama as swu and mood changes faster than i can change my clothes. haha. always come up with lots of weird weird things to do. like drawing the pig on my hand! like her bling bling stuff and you have super long fingernails! dont miss me cause you cant bully me anymore! =P
Rui, super sporty like me! when playing bball again?!? miss IJ court! the super random girl who only likes to take pic on one side of her face! =P super enthu about bball but still haven mastered layup. =P
joyce the super witty girl who's not afraid to voice her own opinion! likes to club and my first time clubbing was dedicated to her! (or was it second time) oh well you're a busy woman!
haha, all the random notes written none other than
gan swu juan. =)
the rest all written on my hand which i cant preserve. lol.
vivi fam wei jin!! i've known you since sec school, but i know you better in jc! so i put you here with
fang fang. the blur sotong who is always confused. the super cheerful girl who never fails to humour us with her actions! her art also super zai. thanks for joining bball and make my life easier. lol.
ong shieh fang. i only found one note, the one that you post to me recently from switz, ah i know you wrote another one somewhere. i've described you on top! i've watched you grown and you've watched me grown since our wilful days! its been fun and thanks for joining bball though it wasnt your cup of tea both in sec and jc! =D
oh, the bball scoring sheet. haha.
the bball team,
my batch- xinyu, cindy, beeyan, jas tay, jas lam, connie, shirmaine, vivi, fang, marin
junior- annette, puqin, tiwi rachel, elisa
did i miss out anyone? hopefully not.
Thank you all for tolerating my leadership for 2008, though the trainings weren't really comprehensive. but well we all survived!
so the end of my jc life. and this year..
ah got to know
xinling from the bball court. haha, been playing bball almost every week together. its been great to be able to revive the times when i really enjoy playing the sport. we'll keep in contact even when i'm away yeahz. and of course play bball when i'm back! after 4 years you still must play bball with me! ahhaha. though its only been a short one year but we click like we've been old friends!
hmm, alex a nice young guy, thanks for all the memories. you've been great, always accomodating me and patient with me! hope you'll find someone of your dreams!
my stint at northbrooks sec. really not quite cut out to be a teacher. nevertheless, thank all my students for giving me both a hard and fun time!
well there are other RTs as well, alex sharma, alex ong, justin, tim, jac its been great to know you all. always eating non stop and playing at settlers! nb have like 15 Rts this year. hang out sometime soon!!
liling and liyang, my neighbour which i only got to know better this year! its been fun getting to know you all, hope everything turns out fine for both of you! =)
this entry is damn long. haha. oh well, new year is coming.
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